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It's been a long time... [06 May 2005|05:36pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

It has been a really long time. Since I've put something in this ...journal thing. Nothing much has been going on..been taking alot of photos. And have had piggy banks and also soccer games. I'm going to run for School President and hopefully win. I would be reall happy if I did win. What is also missing? I have no job..Ive gone to so many interviews and nothing is working. Um..Im having so much fun with taking photos.

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Lamest thing ever.. [11 Apr 2005|08:59am]
[ mood | awake ]

I'm posting on livejournal at 9 in the morning. On a monday. I'll just go quickly through this weekends events...So that I remember what to put down after.

Went to Jordan Casey's house. Huge disaster...And yeah.
Saturday..went downtown with Nat,Tiu,Melody,Zack and Mike. Zack and Mike broke a window at Place D'O I dont know if on purpose or accident . But they did it..Also I got the email of this cute boy named Tyler. Well I tink he's cute..although he's pretty spaced out and I dont know if he can keep up with my intelligence. Either way I got it. He said I was hot..so its a bonus. Went to get my ears gaged up again..And thought Id have enough money for 4g rings..But they are 50. 40 dollars more then the actual upgage. THAT MEANS IF YOU HAVE 4gs YOUR SELLING FOR CHEAP GIVE THEM TO ME

Sunday which was yesterday went to the Brainstorm,Forty Cent Fix,Clock Strikes, A Dying Race and FFR show. It was really good. I had fun. And got 2 free cd's. And met Tee,saw John who got a new haircut. It looks good. And Clock Strikes played Reggae. It was sexcellent. Um..Tyler came. I paid for him. Meh. He just better pay me back. And He was really sweet although he came onto strong. I had to get away. But he kissed me. Which was cool. He has some soft lips going on. Who would of thunk it eh? Yeah...what to do? I'm actually quite fine alone. I dont have to worry about too much.

Anyway that is it.
Only thing I need now is a Job.
Suggestions on where to apply? Or who's hiring?
Oh yes people...Be nice.

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Right.... [10 Apr 2005|02:26pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

So nothing really happened. Got home though from the ride with melody and got mauled when I took a walk to cool my head. I don't know what people expect from me these days...so I thought id think about what I expect of me. Alot of things. Haha just I'm at the age where I have parents who somewhat enjoy ruling my life or making it miserable.

Going to see

Forty Cent Fix
A Dying Race
Clock Strikes
Falling for Romance today.

It will be somewhat fun. I'll be there taking photos I suppose...Most likely not today. I'm really just lazy to buy film. But I'll be around downtown a bit early. Have to go and check something out.

I wonder who is going though..If anyone is..say hello to me. I don't bite. ...(hard)

Oh and...I hate how it costs 10$ to get an upgaging..but like $50 for the actual ring. Gahhh damnit.

The end.

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[08 Apr 2005|09:30pm]
[ mood | blank ]

I'm not like that....and I'm sorry...

Ever feel like you have to say that at times? Yeah... that's what im feeling like.
Ugh fucking boys. Can't have a relationship with them...Cant have a relationship without them. Unless your a lesbian. And my friend..am not.

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And the day is.....friday [08 Apr 2005|03:11pm]
[ mood | cynical ]

Yeah today..completely different. But right now im in the CT room at school..staying with a couple of friends and just hanging out. Haha Jordan the weird ass kid he is. keeps saying his penis is too big..But its not!!!!

- <-- Jordans Penis.

Anyway...yeah so I'm here..only because I am too lazy to actually walk. And because I have these massive cramps. OH YES MASSIVE CRAMPS. Um...So yeah..I ended up helping Sammy with his physics shit. Which wasn't too fun. But meh. I helped him anyway..he seems like a good possible friend. And there's probably nothing I can do about it. HAHAHAH.

What's going on this weekend? Since I wont have anythnig to post until later..maybe tuesday.

Friday...Watching Wrestlemania and trying to finish the work Ive got done. In french and etc and so on.
Saturday... Possibly a movie with Scott. New guy. Going to see Since City. And I have my first in car driving thing at 10am. Oh lala. I think that's about it.

And Saturday... Brainstorm..YEAH!! Tee Invited me to go. So I'll go watch them and Forty Cent Fix. It'll be loads of fun or something. I dont know. We'll see what happens.

I think that is all..Ive got.
For now.....................

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Great. [28 Mar 2005|11:17pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

So..Im actually quite awesome. Definately tired though. Ive done absolutely nothing but..had a party at my house on Friday. Saturday..hung around. Saw "Guess who" It was pretty good. And yeah relaxed..slept. Etc and so on.

Also I found out dancing in your underwear for hours helps you get in shape. Schwing!

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The March Break..... [18 Mar 2005|10:42pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Okay so not much happened.
No juicy stories.
No nothing.

Well except Michelle,Jenna and Me have a band started. We're calling it Sooth-Sayer for now..because we can not come up with anything else. And the dictionary justified us this far.

 Brad is here for the weekend. Its really awesome. He's much better than most around here. And he's loads of fun.
But I still need a job so that I can get my labret pierced. And possibly tattoo my back up. Yeah..No I just really like tattoo art.But I might wait until I stop growing first. Labret might be in a year or two. Because I need to save up for school.

Anyway... Let's say..This guy named Andrew complains about how he likes..2 girls. And figures he's a bad person. Apparently he's some kind of super hero..Because he doesn't play truth or dare and his morals are so high up the fucking charts he's the God of All that's right. Ugh it fucking sickens me when people think they are better than everyone and that everything they do is always wrong. Grow UP! Everyone has morals and its depended on their own person as a whole. Gah.

More so....I got Zoo Tycoon. It's fun. And I dont know.

Oh and that's pretty much it.

And for those who are complaining about stupid things. Like news,tours,music.
Shut the fuck up.
1) The news is allowed to have a spin on it. You are either one way or the other. If you want to know the news..Go to the fucking place and learn it yourself.
2) Tours..if you dont like it. Dont go to it. Or make your own.
3. Music...not everyone is going to like your music...So deal with it.

This post was brought to you by the brain of Roisin.

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After a while... [07 Mar 2005|08:48pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Right so this weekend? I'll go by blocks since I am too lazy to make it sound poetic and pretty.


Was supposed to go to a movie with Tim. He called around 3 something.
And cancelled. I didn't understand what the reason was except Sarah was
sick and she needed pills?

Got locked out of my house.

Talked to Andrew on the phone.

Thought about my photos.

Went to sleep early and wrote my whole speech in a one hour sitting.


Didn't go to Josh's bday party.

Stayed home. Typed up my french speech during a 5hour span. Which
consisted of laying down on the floor and thinking. And then Going back.

Thought about my photos. Helped my bro etc etc.


Stayed home..Helped out. Corrected my speech. Did some photography.

Etc etc Figured out that I actually have some thing for Alex Melo. yep....Melo.

And now for the poetic stuff.

So Was pretty bummed during the weekend but got over it pretty quickly. Had some fun.

Um...The whole Melo thing. Yeah weird huh? (Not for me but ehhh...meh....) Random things.

He just started going on Msn lately. it's quite..awkward actually.

Honeycomb...my new favorite cereal.

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Journal Entry #534 [02 Mar 2005|11:13pm]
[ mood | drained ]

I'm bored. No ones chatting. It would be nice to have a cool..schwing conversation. But everyone is being idiotic..Um..
Mmm Hot chocolate. I am very unorganized this semester. So very unorganized..it really is killing me and I am getting a bit too lazy. My only interest are photography and art..and sometimes physics..I really don't know what is wrong with me. Not even a cheer up party comes rushing to my aid.

Fucking twats. Lol..


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Yeah Another one..courtesy of..your mom. [02 Mar 2005|09:20pm]
[ mood | confused ]

School today was bleh. Photography was great. I didn't mind that..Physics boring..Art meh..and then French was alright. We're still reading....Tit-coq It's a real good play. Amazingly so..Then went for Badminton..thought it would be quite nice to play it..something to do afterschool. After it was done me and Andrew were there waiting for his parents to pick him up and I had a ride with Nap.(Teacher) So I just waited until she was done. But he said
"You and me have the same opinions on things.."
"yeah...funny is it not?"
"yeah makes me feel secure"

That's somewhat how the convo went. It was cool. Friendship right there which I didn't mind. Don't like him like that though. Is what everyone thinks. Funny thing is though..He likes Amanda but Amanda likes this 20 year old. Which is cool. She's more so in love with him. Which I find completely awkward. She doesn't even know him to well so yeah..

You know who I would like to know better?
(............) Yeah that's who. Haha....he seems nice?
Is the Friday still on? Depends if I have cash. If not..then hangout? Or no?
Eh...I don't know. So many decisions and precautions. That whole..Ansel thing kind of turned me into a serial killer. Which is a nice touch I may add.
Although to what he said..Id place him in a body bag. Too bad it was a break up on the phone. Ohhhhh no. Simultaneous Ohhhh no's. Random stuff really.
So yeah. Question really is..what's going on in your life?

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Frilage. [02 Mar 2005|08:27pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

So much things....I am so tired..But good things. This week. Friday movie I think, I hope haha. No money though. Going to have to go to the parental bank. Etc etc.So..tired haha. Lots of things...French homework..And other things. Wow...Lots of stuff. Anyway that's all I know. Oh and one thing...
Jon your hand..looks gross. But I hope it gets better.

I look like crap..lol I got a couple of cuts today..Don't even know how..Someone must of scratched me..oh well. Tired.
Tired Tired Tired. Mcfucking Tired. The end.

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The day of all days. [01 Mar 2005|05:02pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

It's not really the Day of all days..it's just a day. Tuesday in fact. It's the big snowstorm. Nothing really happened. Corner sitting with a the friends..But nothing really happened. Matt is having a party on saturday..Not going his house I think...he's parents hate me because I got confused with instructions given. So they thought I was lying to my mom. Anyway I don't really want to bother with that but if they try and have it at my house then awesome. But yeah..Not sure. That whole New Years day party was one bad experience. Was with that..um guy? Haha..yes. (Ansel) and pretty much it was alright. But now it's just like ...ugh..gross. Now Its like a tarnished reminder of all the places I liked going. What to do now?

Find someone else to untarnish the nice places?

The Tarnished places.
Place D'O
Bus Terminals
Friends Houses.

What to do? Oh what to do?

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New stuff. [01 Mar 2005|12:55am]
[ mood | giddy ]

So...yes what has happened since the last post?
I'm tired.
But hey Tim asked to meet up on friday to see the pacifier. Which I found to be pretty haha I wont tell you. But some can guess. I guess. Anyway. Got this new white nestle quick hot chocolate...mmmm good. I have so many marks and gashes on my face from volleyball.  The itching,the sliding. I am hideous. And scars stick. Im proud of them. So I dont really care if you dont like em you dont get em sort of thing. Well me no em. Yeah..random post. because im randomly  on a sugar rush. When your body tries to get the last of the good stuff...but it just cant find it at all.

I need a hug. Just so I can lick your arm.


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What a shitastic day... [28 Feb 2005|10:28pm]
[ mood | naughty ]

Tim's number ended up getting called at 8am in the morning. Definately not my fault. Left a message anyway. School was alright. Art glass a bore...Photography class fun. Physics boring. French boring. What else is there? Ahh right went for my G1 today. Passed on page. Missed 5 on the other. So I only have to pay $10 which is alright in my case. I really don't mind it. I had the right answer before and just changed it because I wasn't sure of myself. So I'll study somemore and take it next week.

I don't know if Im going to be able to go to Amanda's Bowling things on friday..Apparently im supposed to bring someone...like a date...But I don't think anyone wants to go with me. Or has time on friday night. Plus its 13$ so yeah. Everyone I know is probably going to spend that money on drinking or some shit. Fun fun. Ro alone everyone else having fun. Me akward. Hardy har har.

Josh Brown I think? Awesome photographer. He's like Brian Garson just the mini one. Although everyone has Brian's frames now. I have the white and black and what not which does not bug me. Plus I get them matte when developped. Same with the digitals. Try and fix them up.

So....does anyone want to hold my hand? I'll lick the inside of your mouth for free. (One of the random sex phrases I heard today..I find it cute.)
Course outline?
Visual Arts
Comm Tech
World History
____________(dont know)
Alternate is : SPARE

Going to try and fill up all my time so that I can just have some kind of...options sort of.
Maybe I will take math again? Im not good at it....at all but what the hey. why not right???

Friday anyone want to join along bowling with me? It won't be a date. And apparently you have to be male. I just need to bring someone.

That's really all I have for now. I think..Well you can check out these pictures I took a long while ago.

The photos.Collapse )

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Guess what? [27 Feb 2005|11:25pm]
[ mood | mischievous ]

I want to hear you scream that you like me on my knees.

That and..I just don't know what to do anymore.
Give on los boys?
Or just..randomly date people. And have a merry good time?! Hardy Har.

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This entry is for. [27 Feb 2005|10:17pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

He wanted an entry real bad. :P haha. Anyway so I met him. Msn thinggy met maybe couple days ago. It's been pretty cool the convo and what not. Although he dazes off at times. It's very..odd. But intriguing. I forgot to call him today and I am so sorry. School work kept me up so I didn't get to call anyone. Le sigh. What to say about the guy now? He asked me odd questions which I found interesting. But I didn't answer them fully. Something about my past bf's. and I forgot to mention the other 2..But I really only talked about the recent 2 or 3. So yeah. Haha anything but black guys. (Except for Jordan....he's very different.) Anyway back to Tim. Yeah so it was pretty cool. 

School tomorrow. I dont want to go..but my questions is..What to do after that???

Mmm I feel like swinging my hips and dancing.
Also he's really cute..goodlooking etc etc. I'd do him. Just dont tell him. Oh and he's really nice.

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So bored. [27 Feb 2005|06:18pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

What Personality Do You Have?
Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right.

Haha sarah..thanks:D

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Today is the day... [27 Feb 2005|04:41pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Since friday... Jon's Birthday: Which Jon? The Nacho Jon. Jonny Nacho. Nacho de la Jonno. Jonnito La Nachito. Yes..I figured Id give him various names. Went to his birthday party dinner at Govinda's with Julie,Julie and Paul. (Yea there are two Julies..) Not one. Anyway they were so awesome hahaha. Paul and Julie were hilarious. And then The Julie I knew first was all shy and what not. It was absolutely cute. I gave Jon a bathroom reader..I dont think he liked it. But I really did not know what to get him..So yeah..Maybe he can use it as a paperweight or something.

The show...The Perfect Dystopia. (Glad I saw them for the first time before they were no more.) Viscera's Recital Awesome guys,awesome band. Loved the dancing everything was good. The Black Maria..Mmmmmm yeah. Real good. And then the other band who I dont know...they bored me but I was real cold and everything when I first got in. So yeah. But I loved the show. And got some nice photos. (I think.)

And then there is some nice footage from the show.
Credit: Alex (hooter)

And this is what Jon looked like on stage. hehe
Hahaha...Monkey smile. He said so himself. I'm just eggin it on..

Anyway..Saturday. The whole friendly Orleans group went downtown. Andrew has only been downtown...once. Well twice now. We went to steve's music. Drummer of Vr was there. It was nice. All the guys were really cool. I felt welcome. Then we headed to record runner and I was looking at all the tickets. To see if I could buy anything. But..I can't. IM BROKE. Im applying everywhere again. And if anyone tells me different..I'll hurt them.  Went back to Zack's house..had burgers and everything it was real nice. Watching southpark,csi,oasis all that good stuff. And his Brother did not like us too much. Kind of scared me. New layout on the journal. I like it for now..

I have so much school stuff..What to do? I really dont know. And I feel like going on a date.  Or just hanging out with someone. Yes..I am in that mood.

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The News.... [23 Feb 2005|05:21pm]
[ mood | busy ]

Absolutely nothing..Except for.
2 days and its Jon's Birthday.
I can definately go to Govinda's and If Julie grabs me the tickets I can pay her 8.50 back and the also go with him and his friends to the Black Maria show. Thing is...I know nobody..except for Alex and Tyler. Just a wee bit. I got Jon a card..and a present. More of 2. One that is completely silly and then something I got 2 of recently and decided he should get the new one. I just don't know if he'd use it. It seems right for every 19 year old to have one..But he probably has no use for it. ARGH. It is so hard picking out presents for boys. Yes I know im not a close friend. But still it is good to give birthday presents. And he deserves one. Why? Because he's turning 19..(Pay attention.) My card is nice. How to wrap it though? How to wrap it. Grah. He better fucking smile. It's his bday. Otherwise I'll pants him.

On another note..School was grand. Art class is one of my favorite..Ross,Gilmore,Anna,Tierney,Nat,Ian..or Ethan..I forgot. Are in my class plus much more that I like. Tons of shits and giggles. Gilmore wore a nice suit today. I laughed my ass off because he's so tiny. So he was swimming in it. HE HAS A BOWTIE. Yes he was good looking but I still laughed. Ross and Him drew their objects..Looked like penis' Ross has the bigger out of the too. So typical. (Apparently..Gilly is Jamaican.

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What to be... [22 Feb 2005|05:55pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Got the course selection things for my last year. And I know what I want to do..It's just the whole parents thing holding me back.
Fine Arts. I'd like to have that as a major or whatever. And take English,Physics and History. But what do they care? Absolutely nothing..its kind of depressing. Because my sister is coming all out and saying "I want to be a doctor." Let's make the rents happy. Etc etc. Ugh..such...ugh..She'll understand next year. It is actually very complicating. But truth is..it is my life and what I go into when it comes to University is my choice my burden. I'm not applying into University to fail something I am not good at or enjoy because my parents thought it was slightly in their best interest to rake the money. I dont know that's what I was told last night by some random person in my class. It was very akward anyway...I must..depart.

Hopefully I'll find something close to art..or so near?

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